染雾Angel
As I look into your eyes
I see an angel in disguise
like I’ve never been
here next to you near
and keep you by my side
Whenever i see you smile
I’ll drop into a fairytale
Like a playful child
sleeping on the puffy cloud
Then the cloud disappeared
I fell all the way down to here
but you helped me to fight away my fears
I heard you whisper in my ear
all of the words i long to hear
of how you’ll always be
here next to me
to wipe away my tears.
Bitterness
Standing still on the beach,
thinking of the hurtful speech.
Wondering why he had to be cruel,
and makes the sand being washed away,
by my tears
through.....and through......
Didn#39;t want to feel the wind of depression,
and will never give my heart to another person.
Tend to think that time could heal,
tortured .. struggled...
but still feeling ill.
Seaweed waved and sang,
feel the sour taste in my lung.
The perfect love was never found,
sank into the pain...
and slowly drowned.
<who am i ?>
i don#39;t know what to say
some thinks i#39;m brave
mysterious face
and the unbreakable faith
i like listening to music
but also enjoys the quiet
things hurt me and excits me
wouldn#39;t change me
even a bit
Dazzling white teeth,
and shy, unstable path
makes me ordinary
but more exordinary
<Us>
I woke up as usual
lighten up my zippo
obssessing with my marijuana
thinking of my dear Fiona
We promised to each other
that we#39;ll always stick together
whenever, wherever, forever
we pushed each other
to the edge of danger
she whispered goodbye
but i told her"no"
NEVER!!
The endless hole that we fall
searching for her mild call
and as our soul
to the heaven go.
<New Life>
In this cold, busy airport,
I doubted how much more tears have I got.
Don#39;t cry please,
I begged in my heart.
As if the earth will crack,
if it sees us apart.
Mum said I should come,
to this beautiful country
in the ocean#39;s palm,
Australia.
A better place to live,
but a worser homesick
that can never relieve.
I knew there isn#39;t any other way,
to freeze this moment
forever, night and day.
I shouldn#39;t really have thought that way.
But I just couldn#39;t help it,
for God and Jesus#39; sake.
I wondered what would it be like,
in this horrible new place,
only with its spite.
Never have I felt,
as breathless when my tears melt.
I prayed for a glass of peacefulness,
but all I really wanted was just a day of quietness.
Warm air fulfilled my lungs,
as i stepped onto the Australian made
airport carpet for the first time.
"Good Luck" I murmured with my dry tongue,
and squeezed into the lousy crowd,
looking beautiful and young.
<your name>
I wrote your name on the sky,
but the wind blew it away.
I wrote your name on the sand,
but the wave washed it away.
I wrote your name in my heart,
and forever it will stay...
<10 things he said to me>
He said "don#39;t worry",
when i was frowning about exams.
He said "I#39;ll be there for you"
when tears were rolling down my face.
He said "are you hungry"
when i was struggling with my homeworks.
He said "I got you a present"
when i was left out alone on my birthday night.
He said "I fell for you"
when i was chating with another guy on the phone.
He said "I#39;ll kill it for you"
when i was screaming about ehe cocaroach in my room.
He said "Can i kiss you?"
when i was totally stun
paper hearts that he folded for me.
He said "I#39;m sorry"
when my face went red
and still didn#39;t know how to respond.
He said " I can#39;t live without you"
when i felt like i#39;ve just had an electricity shock.
He said nothing,
but i love him too.
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